What am I to do with my one wish
when my heart is willing
but my hands too weak
I don’t want to face the fear I feel
but in this land of false pretense
can’t hide my choice to yield
choice to yield

Today again I choose surrender
I’ll be here
and my willing heart grows weaker
in the dark
while my hands embrace the shame
the only thing I’m always worthy of
forever more

All this pressure drowns me easily
soon I’ll be overpowered
and not to blame for this
The scenes of pain I hide with a smile
at night they come to play here
with haunting tears of sorrow
of sorrow

Today again I choose surrender
I’ll be here
and my willing heart grows weaker
in the dark
while my hands embrace the shame
the only thing I’m always worthy of
forever more

Again I cannot force myself
I’ll be here forever
cannot leave where I’m deprived
of what would make me whole